Hi Boys.
The last few days have been really hard... Ryan was diagnosed with H1N1 last week... and Corbin decided to wait 4 days before he caught it. Needless to say... we've spent a lot of time at home... missing school and work.... but it's ok. It's really helped me evaluate things a little bit more. Helps me put a perspective on everything going on... and a glimpse back into my days when I was a stay at home mom.
I promise that every decision I am making right now has both of you at the very center of it. From playing softball on the weekend, letting you boys stay with your Mimi and Opa on the weekends, and tackle errands on my lunch break so that we can spend as much time together as possible.
I promise that when I start thinking that maybe I should just wait tables or take a night shift... finding someone to stay with you overnight while I work... but then having the daytime hours with you. I think of doing more... being more...
Thank you boys for continuing to be my light in this darkness. Some days are just harder than others... you make me get up and face them with as much enthusiasm as I can.
I love you!
